I just don't understand. I don't understand how I will ever come to terms with my step dad. I'm trying to be so nice and I'm trying to keep up with my chores but he just always finds a way to revert back to his old ways and get mad at me. Like I don't even know what to say. He tells me that I'm saying "okay" but I never back it up with action. In reality though, I'm trying so hard to do everything. I'm tired of getting yelled at.
Just a few minutes ago he came into my room yelling at me and going off saying how he's losing faith in me and threatening with negative punishments so that I'll keep up with everything. He straight out told me "I don't give a fuck about your bullying movement." That for me made me lose all respect in him. Like I thought parents were supposed to be supportive. I just don't know.
He even pointed out that we do fight every week. Well, I don't retaliate or anything but he was pretty much saying that he gets mad at me for something every week. Basically he told me I'm selfish and whatever.
I just want this all to be over. I just want to graduate and move far away. I'm just tired of feeling on the verge of crying from this frustration. I just want to be free of it all.
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