As time is quickly flying by, my time here in Coweta County is slowly diminishing. I know deep down inside of me that it's time for a new life in Birmingham, but I'm not sure I'm ready. Everyone around tells me that they're ready to graduate and I agree, but the people who aren't graduating don't understand how big of a life transition this is.
Honestly, I don't know where I belong in this world and I don't know what God wants of me. So many times I confuse my own selfish desires and pursuits that come into conflict with God's plan. It doesn't make me doubt but it shows me that God has something better else for me. For me, Coweta County is such a great area but I know it's not for me. My heart isn't here. I don't know where my heart is. I don't know where I exactly belong yet.
This is why me moving to Birmingham is going to be an interesting experience. Maybe God has called me to do medical research, change the lives of people through the Global & Community Leadership Honors Program, and maybe start a religious revival in Birmingham.
I don't know what I'm going to do when I leave all my friends behind me.
I just have to trust God that He will keep them in my life and allow for new people to come into my life as well.
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