Pour It Out

Sometimes I wish I had someone who I could just pour out my heart to. I know it sounds weird coming from me considering the fact that I have a lot of close friends, but I've yet to find someone who understands the things I do, the pain that I endure, the dreams I have, the past I've lived, and just my unpsoken thoughts. I want someone to embrace all my flaws, mistakes, and just who I am. I'm so happy all the time but people don't know what's going on in my life. I long for a true friend who will know when I'm not okay and help me to see the greater good in life. I need someone to be there when I least expect it. I need an escape from reality. I don't know when I'll ever meet this person but I hope someday soon enough.