I guess the best way I can start off with my first post is with a quote. After I tell a little background info. Throughout my life, I've discovered new meanings to friendship. And along my journey, I've met people, gained friends, and lost some as well.
"You've changed so much. I guess that's what happens. I wish you knew how much you changed me. It wonder if I changed you, if your life is different because of me. Because mine's different. My God, you taught me so much, and now we don't even talk to each other. I guess that's what happens."
"I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."
When you're dealing with a loss of friend. It's really weird. To think, I gave so much for them and sacrificed, and this is what happens. To be honest, I've never been so hurt. But then I always think, "Am I not the one to blame?" I never really know the answer. I put my heart into friendship. And I mean every single word when I say things like, "I love you. I miss you. I care about you." Friends are truly my everything and without them, life wouldn't be possible.
Losing a friend is like losing a reason to live. But you know what they say? Life goes on. And indeed in fact it does. However, the memories.....the words.....the feelings. There all still there. Nothing can change the past. And I hope and pray that one day, people will know how they treated us and how we felt. In a way, it's mean to say that I hope they feel horrible. But I want them to realize and promise themselves to somehow apologize and just to never do it to anyone else. I hope and pray. I really do.
I'll never leave you, sweet boy. <3
ReplyDeleteThank you dear. The same goes for you as well. ♥
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