Wash away my worries and let the ocean waves' roar deafen the voices inside my head.
So I'm here in Hilton Head, South Carolina for vacation. Finally a week to escape from everything. For so long I needed to be away from everyone and everything. I wanna be care-free again and I want reality to hold for now. It will catch up to me later, but now I'm gonna kick back and relax.
Today I was flipping through the channels and Emily from The Glee Project said, "I tried not to fall in love....but I did."
In a way, it relates to me, but a different kind of love. Not the kind of love where I want to get married or to be with that person forever. But the kind of love where I value a person just like every other friend and will devote myself to them to ensure that I'll never leave them as a friend and be for them every step of the way. I'm always finding that I give it my all for a friend and end up doing a lot for them, but I later realize that they don't much in return. I just feel un-appreciated. I wish I could be appreciated for the numerous things I do. I live by the name of the song by Relient K "Give Until There's Nothing Left."
I hope this week helps soothe my mind and refreshes me for when I come back.
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