I had texted a friend saying, "Stay safe. I know you don't really care about what I have to say but just be smart for the people that actually care about you." I don't know if they understand how important that is. It really is important. Because I'm one of those people that actually care.
As years have gone by, I've noticed that I'm a very nice person. Way too nice for my own being. It's always good to do nice things because you know that's good karma and all. But, at the same time...it kinda sucks. We're taken advantage of and people don't realize the good works we do in everyday life. I take time out of my time to personally tell you goodnight or goodmorning or to have a great day. It's not because I have to, it's because I want to. I don't pray over friends every week because I feel that I'm guilty if I don't, it's because it's my purpose in my life to look over and care for them. I go out and spend my hard earned cash so you have something to eat and drink. I tell you I love you because I want you to know that there is someone in this world that is thinking about you and cares about you. Because you are never alone. You have someone to confinde in when it feels like all is lost or just have someone to talk to because you need a friend to laugh with.
All of these things sum up to something and in the end, I'm gonna try and be there for you, but one day I'll be gone because you never wanted me there or actually ever needed or loved me, and I hope that day never comes. But just know, I'm always with you and that I love you all the same. It's the small things in life that are taken for granted.
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